No one would know...

Do you ever feel like just saying "No one would know if I did this..." yeah that's normally a bad sign. and you can bank on the fact that God knows. So after all that's been going on with me finally began clearing up, I realized that not only did God know everything, but my parent's knew more than I thought they did. hm...do they normally? yes. Parent's have this creepy ability to know nearly everything.
So now after all this I feel like "No one would know if I just curled up in a ball and died." yes, I have truly thought that. Funny I know...I'm pretty sure lot's of people would noticed if I died. I'm not gonna say if I think they would all be sad...you decide for yourself haha but after talking with a friend a little bit about everything, we laughed at the thought that God is God and if He doesn't want you to die..it's going to be pretty hard to, even if you try. And yes people would notice if you did. :) We have to remember to smile when we feel like crying, sing when we feel like screaming, laugh in all of our crap, and love in all of the hatred. Live life with a smile and trust that God knows best♥